ceebee_eebee | The wheels on the bus...

...SUCK MY WILL TO LIVE!

I'm about half-way through the trip to NYC and I swear to god this is about the time (every fucking time) when I start wishing someone would just shoot me or knock me unconscious or something. This trip is hell on earth made worse by the fact that I'm suffering through it just so I can spend the next few days lying around my parent's house in my pajamas. I would much rather lie around in my own house. The real problem is that instead of going away for xmas like we usually do, we went away for Thanksgiving and it's screwed everything up. My seasonal depression is so killer at this time of the year that going somewhere warm is really the only cure. Instead, this year, I am just downing anti-anxiety meds like fucking tic-tacs.

But not to make a post of nothing but me going bah humbug, the bus DOES have wifi which means I can share all my woes with you on DW. Happy day!

On a less glum note, I hope all of you are having a WAY better time than I am right now and that if you celebrate Christmas, Santa brings you everything on your list. Happy Holidays, you gorgeous humans.